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Monday, May 10, 2010

I want to eat and eat and eat and...

I am trying to get better at this.  I need to.  I have so many thoughts running through my head all the time.  It's strange though, when I finally sit down, I can't think of anything to write.
I started playing WOW (World of Warcraft) with David again.  Mixed feelings about this.  First of all, David is/was addicted.  It's something that sucks the life out of him.  Second, its another monthly expense (even if it is small) that we really can't afford.  We'll see how it goes.
Still getting over this stupid bronchitis.  Nasty.  I want to sleep most of the time, but I can't relax.  It's super annoying.  I'm way over tired.
Finally, I'm always hungry.  I don't know, but it feels like all I do is eat and I've gained the weight to prove it.  I feel like I could just ignore the hunger, but at times there is just nothing else to do but eat.  It's going to be kind of a nasty week weather wise.  Hopefully next week I can drag myself out of the house and walk or do something active...

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

A mini update...

I'm way behind on blogging.

David and I have been living together for 5 months.  I love living with him.  He's such a sweet man, so thoughtful and caring.  Not at all what I'm used to.  This year has been bumpy.  I got sick in early January.  I was in pain all the time, turned out it was my gall bladder.  I had it removed on March 3rd.  I feel better now, I just have to watch what I eat.  The strangest things can trigger me getting sick. 
I'm on some new meds.  I'm not sure they are doing their job.  I'm more depressed and fatigued than usual.  My doctor diagnosed me with fibromyalgia last month.  I am in pain most of the time.  I either sleep too much or not enough.  Right now I feel so drained.  I'm going to talk to David and head off to bed to TRY to sleep.